New Chapters. New Home.

Hello everyone,
I know....I haven't blogged in a month. The reason being is that,September was a crazy month. So barley any extra time. Another reason, I MOVED!
And its been so much fun designing a space just how I want it,and making a home. So my next few blog posts will probably be about the new place! So I hope you enjoy.

 My living room style is very mid century with a few modern twists,plus a few halloween decorations. All the furniture was purchased at resale stores,garage sales,and estate sales. The gold, Star Trek(as my dad refers to them) couches are comfortable,vibrant,and surprisingly easy pair with what I already had. Like these gray and navy pillows!

This side table is HUGE. And since I don't really have a coffee table this is a nice alternative. It houses all of my candles with a few little trinkets. It is still a work in progress, but you get the idea.

I really love gallery walls and art. So this big wall behind the couch has started to become a huge display of photos that I have taken, art,and disposable camera pictures. I plan on adding to it and making this whole wall filled. But this is a nice start.

And my favorite part,this insane lamp. For an antique lamp, the 3 different light settings are impressive. With tall tree like limbs it is the perfect lighting for the evenings. It ties the whole room together,as well as providing light.

I turned this coffee table into a tv stand because it was the only piece of furniture I owned that could do the job. Its pretty old and beat up, but still very unique.Someday I'll figure out how to camouflage those ugly wires,so if any of you have suggestions I'm all ears.

This style is super easy and cheap. You just have to go to the right places.My go to places for home goods include H&M,Target,World Market, and Urban Outfitters. As well as antique shops,resale stores,and estate sales.

I hope you enjoyed this post and I'm sorry for the absence. I hope you all have a wonderful week!

Love,

Kacie.

On A Personal Note: Insecurities.

Hello All,
I'm doing something different today, you may hate it,but whatever.
I am a pretty open person when it comes to my issues. I am on anti-depressants,I used to see a therapist once a week,and my mind would take me to dark places.
I became an open human being because of these things. I understood that the people who care will always be there for you to let your heart out,and speak what was swirling through your head. And what I discovered is,though we all are from different walks of life, there is usually someone out there who can relate to you. And a big one I come in contact with is insecurities.
So maybe I can share, and it could possibly help anyone out there who has been in my place.

A big insecurity that drug me down for the longest time,was boys. I don't need a lecture or anything like that, I know it is a stupid reason to be sad. But it sucked hearing how hot your roommate is, or your friend, or your mom(yeah, got that a lot, but hey, thats what I'll look like in 25 years).
I heard it from everyone. It got to the point where I didn't even like to talk to guys because they usually went after my friend that I was with. And also being bullied in middle school AND high school, by a dude, didn't make it any easier.
I would also get sad when I would compare myself to other girls. I was jealous,and became hateful. Thats why I went through a big Taylor Swift hating phase(she's so pretty and nice,I just want to be her when I grow up gahhh). I would see the girls I went to high school with, come into my work(I wait tables at one of the most popular restaurants in town) and treat me like complete garbage. And keep in mind, I used to be best friends with these girls. So that was hard.Like, you can look me in the eye when you order your diet coke, thanks.

As one of my friends/support systems would tell me "come on,shake the dust kace", as in "let all of the shit go Kacie,why does it bother you so much?". I found it difficult to do. And my anxiety was sky rocketing. I let other people inflict crippling damage to my self esteem,and I never felt okay in my own skin.

In order to help yourself through these issues, you have to start doing things for yourself, and believing in yourself. And it won't happen over night. But after months of working on myself,I woke up and realized that this is my journey, and I choose happiness. I chose to start doing things to get my own approval. Not some stinky boy, or some girls that I will never be good enough for. I needed to be good enough for myself. I needed to take off the labels that I mentally tattooed onto my skin like "fucked up" or "unwanted". Become more of a person that I would want to meet.
After that, my confidence soared and my smile shined a little brighter. Even when people ask me why I'm so mad,its called Resting Bitch Face Syndrome,and its genetic.
My point is, is that your happiness is in your hands, and it is something you will have to work for. Choose your path, and decide to kick your insecurities' ass. Like I've said before, impress the hell out of yourself.
My battle with depression and anxiety isn't over yet. But I have never felt this happy and strong. And I'll be damned if someone takes that away from me.


idk if I'll ever do this again.
love,
kacie.

My 20's

My 20th birthday is approaching, a wonderful but awkward age. A brand new chapter that I'm anxious to start. When we are 17,we think we know everything. And when we wake up at 20 we understand that we know absolutely nothing(and that our mother's are right about everything).
I look up to my older girlfriends/family members so much. They are fiercely independent,wise,and honest. Which is what brought me to this post. I asked the women in my life a few questions, like "what is a lesson you learned in your 20's?" and "what advice would you give to me coming into my 20's?". The responses were vast,honest,and inspiring. They came from different women that are in different walks in life, which explored every angle for me. After gathering all of the results, I went to sleep that night feeling wonderful and less anxious about this new world I'm stepping into.
And I hope this gives you a little inspiration and comfort as well.

These are the responses from real women about what they learned in their 20's,and the advise they want to pass on:

Heartbreak is not the end of the world. It is an opportunity.


Cherish the ones you love, nothing is more important than friends and family. Without them, you have nothing.Take care of the ones who take care of you.


Let go of unhealthy relationships. Not every relationship is meant to last forever.


If you're not happy, change it.


Tequila is not always the answer.


Learn the difference between who to f*ck, and who to marry.


Life gets busier,don't take lazy days for granted.


You finally learn to say no. If you get a job offer that isn't for you,or you get asked out and you don't  want to go,or your friends want you to go out but you're too tired. You learn to say no to all of it,and gain control.


Impress yourself,it is the only opinion that matters.


You are not invincible, JAIL IS REAL.


You have time.


You are in control of all things that happen to you. If you are feeling negative,negativity is sure to follow.Wake up everyday and take the day by the balls,and dust away the negativity.Perception and attitude is key.


Learning God's unfailing love. Beginning to look at life differently and see how good God is. Meeting people who show you God's love, and help you experience it more.


Care about you ,and what you want. You can people please all you want,but you will lose yourself in the process.


Being an adult sucks,enjoy what you have now.


Life is too short to stay with someone who makes you miserable.Believe in you,and know that you are awesome. And someone equally awesome will come along.

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Special thanks to all the ladies who contributed. I love you all,
Kacie.

Wildest Dreams

So I am obsessed with Taylor Swift's new music video for her song Wildest Dreams. It has beautiful cinematography, fashion,and leading men(Heyyy Scott Eastwood). Shot in Africa, the video plays out as an old Hollywood love story, also a realistic love story. I loved that things didn't work out between the two characters in the end. Its very honest and realistic,because all love stories don't always end up with the couple riding into the sunset. This shit tugs on your heart strings.
Anyways, I love the old Hollywood/1950's theme that is this video. I have always love the 40's through the 60's. Things were so glamorous and complicated. The fashion is absolutely breath taking, which is why I'm blogging about a music video.
Taylor takes on an "Elizabeth Taylor" type character, which she completely aced it. Then Scott Eastwood took on a Marlon Brando persona.If you don't know young Marlon Brando, I'll que you in. He was FREAKING GORGEOUS.

 For the first part of the video you see the pair in safari type clothes which resemble the aimed era. She rocks her classic red lip for most of the video,as well as a dark wig.

Even the more sexier parts are tasteful and truthful to the era, There wasn't much lingerie back in those days considering that women's undergarments were very intricate and detailed. The fancy lingerie we have now is based on what women wore everyday under their clothes decades ago. 

It cuts to her in other parts with her in a long, gorgeous yellow dress being blown with a vintage fan. 

And in a silver, high leg slitted number, with a lion. Also in a plane soaring over the African wildlife. 

Nuff said.

 

Then at the end she is in this gorgeous Christian Siriano Gown.

Tragically beautiful, which completely embodies the video. 

What I love about Taylor and her team is that they think everything out,and pay close attention to detail.  The sets,fashion,actors. Everything. They make something very beautiful,and intersting to watch. 

I highly suggest you check it out. You know how to internet.Go to youtube and watch it.Also all the proceeds that this video makes, goes to African Wildlife. SO WATCH IT FOR THE GIRAFFES.

Love,

Kacie.

Every Day Natural Makeup Look

Hello All!
I'm here today with something a bit different. I don't do makeup tutorial videos or anything like that. So this is my first venture into telling other people how to use the products I wear (so be forgiving if this isn't my best work). This is a look that I wear every day, its pretty simple. I don't like wearing a ton of makeup. I don't like it when a girl is almost unrecognizable when she's not wearing a face full of makeup. I love changing it up with different lip colors, but other than that my make up routine is pretty concrete. So lets dive in shall we.


                                                                             Primers:
Makeup has been a big learning process for me. I have always loved it,and wanted to know more about it. I watched YouTubers,and thought "do you really NEED all of those products?" "do I HAVE to do that?" the answers are up to you. I have found myself taking things a step at a time. One of them is primers. I didn't believe in them until these came along.

Product: Mabeline " Baby Skin" primer
 It erases pores as promised, with a smooth finish.And it is affordable!
Application: I just smooth it over my skin, but do not rub it in. Remember that it is supposed to sit on top of the skin in order to smooth over anything.

Product:Beneft " Lemon aid"
Then eye primers are a different story. I have found it to be so helpful with keeping eye shadow and eyeliner in place. I have only used this primer and it gets the job done. But I highly suggest using a primer if you are into using eyeshadow.
Application: Pretty much the same as the face primer

Face:

 Product:Chanel Tinted Moisturizer
I have written about this product before, its a classic favorite of mine. I like wearing tinted moisturizers or BB creams most days, if my skin is in good shape. So this is what I chose for this look.
Application:I just put a little bit on the back of my hand(add more if needed),and with a face brush swivel it around my face in a circular motion.

Product: Mabeline Age Rewind Concealer

This product is one of the best under eye concealers I have ever tried. Its not cakey and keeps under eye bags almost invisible(unless you didn't get sleep at all,than thats just sad)

Application:I create a triangle under my eye. Starting from right under the eye,going down the side if the nose, then to the outer corner. Smooth it over with my ring finger gently, and trying not to pull the skin.

Product:Mabeline Green Concealer Stick

A must have for anyone with blemishes(which is mostly everyone, cmon no one is perfect here). I put this on before my foundation and concealer. Green cancels out red on the color wheel so it helps with the appearance of clear skin.

Application:I just dot this on a zit I would like to cover up, pat in a little bit but now much.Then cover with my foundation and concealer.

Product:Make Up Forever Full Cover Concealer

I have taken about this concealer as well, so go check it out. To sum is up,this concealer is bad ass.

Application:Like foundation I put a bit on my hand the use either a brush or my finger to pat it on what I would like to be covered. 

Product:NARS "Laguna" Bronzer

This is one of those products that I talked about earlier. Everyone used bronzer and I never though I could because I am so pale. But I was  wrong. I learned how to properly apply it (blend and dont use a shit ton basically)

Application: I load some on to the fluffy brush then tab it against the pot in order to get the excess off. The make a fish face, dusting it on the temples,cheek bones, jawline,chin,and down my nose. Like I said DONT USE A SHIT TON.

Eyes:

Product: Benefit Brow Duo

Again, I didn't do my eyebrows for a long time because I thought "hey they are blonde, no one can see them anyway". But then all this "brows on fleek" stuff had started so I was tempted. After a trip the the Benefit Brow Bar, I was in love. Now I can't not do my brows.

Application: With a brown brush I shape them. Then fill them in with the creamy wax side, then dust on the setting powder(sorry I didn't get a picture of the product)

Product:Stila Eye Liner

I went to the all mighty pintrest to see others opinion on the best liquid liner out there. And I was let right. Directed to this eye liner, I immediately ordered this bad boy. I was NOT disappointed. I think this is the best liner i have ever used. Its relatively easy to apply(considering its liquid liner)with the felt tip, and doesn't budge. Ill put it on before work and at the end of the day it is still in tact. 

Application: Everyone does it their own way, I just get it as close to the lash line as possible, letting it dry then going back in the add more or fix what I didn't get before.

Product: Benefit Roller Lash Mascara

I'm in love with this mascara. Lengthens,creates dense lashes, and great applicator brush. I like dissss.

Application: I just do it like anyone else does. Unless they use their feet instead of hands, Im not that coordinated. 

Lips

Product: NYX Butter Gloss

I love lip products. Thats the most versatile I get. But for this look, I went for this uber creamy lipgloss that is just the right shade to give me that natural look.

Application: I put it on my lips like anyone else would.

There ya have it. That is what I do to my face almost every day! Hope you enjoyed,and have a wonderful week!

Sentimental Value

Hello All,
I'm here with another outfit post. I have a few beauty posts coming soon,to kind of break up the constant outfit posts. I've been trying to write a little message in each piece, to make it more than "oh hey,this is an outfit I picked out,isn't it just neat?". I try to make it a bit more. Which comes very easy to me,all because I genuinely love fashion. I love fashion through the decades, how someones style reflects their personality,and how exciting wearing a new outfit feels. Another part I love is the memories.
Clothes hold so much sentimental value to me. And I think they do to a lot of people. Walk into your grandparents closet. I guarantee they still own clothes from decades ago, because it tells a story. Or even in your own closet. In mine I have: A sparkly dress from New Years Eve 3 years back, a shirt that I wore to my first concert(where I got to meet the band),and this tan round brimmed hat.

This Round brimmed hat holds such a dear memory. A year ago I went to New York City. It was magical,exciting,and happened in a blink of an eye. I bought this hat the second day that I was there. It rained all day long, and was in need of protection from the drizzle. Since then, it has pretty much become my umbrella.I put that hat on today, and I feel the nostalgia. I feel adventurous,and all over gorgeous. Another piece that brings out my inner rock star.

                      Hat- Urban Outfitters      Top-H&M     Jeans:TopShop   Sandals-Steve Madden


Well I hope you enjoyed todays post. I'll be back with new/different posts.
Have a wonderful week,
Kacie.

Courage.

So before, I wasn't a big bandana wearer. I had no idea how to pair it with something from my wardrobe, or if I could pull it off. Until I started seeing them in more of a scarf setting. Thats when I bought one. Still, it was just sitting there untouched. Until I bought this gray trapeze dress that needed a little something. A spur of the moment decision, that completely turned this outfit badass. The rest of the day I walked around like Clint Eastwood, felt mysterious. Actually no I did. I just felt freaking cool.

What I love about fashion is the comfort. But more or less I like trying something new, and becoming comfortable in something that I though I couldn't pull off. It's one if those things when I talk to other people about a certain look,or I'm wearing something a little out there and they say "oh I could never pull that off". My response to them is "All is takes is the courage to leave the house". And it is true. Once you make it out of there you,get a feel of it,and ultimately you own it. But its important to wear the outfit and not the outfit wear you. It's all in the psychology of it, in my opinion. 

So the message I'm trying to leave here is, try something new. And have the courage to leave the house.

Until next time,
Kacie


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